.Realize.

He sent me messages that killed me to read! He was in pain and i couldnt help at all.. If anything, i was the problem. I was the one making it worse.. The poor guy went through so much. He would stay up late, just thinking. I admit, i was unpredictable. It was like walking on thin ice with me.. At any moment i would crack and turn into a total wreck.. I never realized how bad i was to him and how much i put him through until about... Now.