Lately it feels like my blogs are getting shorter and much more repetitive. Why? Mainly cause Casey never replies. Never talks.
Anyways. Since my last blog, i have sent a few messages back and fourth with Casey. Well.. He has finally just told me that he has given up on me completely.. He decided that after waiting 4 years. Soooo thats super awesome..
It kills me because i so badly want to meet him. I need to meet him.. I am completely determined to meet him.. Whether he has a girlfriend, or doesnt want to meet me. I am meeting him. I feel that if i don't meet him there will always be that "what if?" factor.
It gets kind of frustrating.. I know there is something he is hiding but i wish i knew what it was. He kind of makes me seem like im the most unapproachable person alive. This past year... Something about him has really changed. For the worst.
