I think things with him are finally gonna start getting better. Things with him are looking up. That makes me so happy... And the fact that he wants me in his life again is quite flattering and shocking, to say the least. Many people are thinking "Kendra, youre an idiot!".. Honestly, i've thought it through and if i don't let him back into my life there will always be that "what if?" factor. I still have so many mixed feelings about this whole thing.. But hopefully it works out! Im staying positive though!! I mean, I am definitely a lot more careful and cautious about my vulnerability! Much more mature, as well. But I do like him a ton. And I'm never gonna stop. I just really hope I can always have him in my life in some way, shape, or form. And I really hope we can finally meet face to face... Im just really trying to stay optimistic about this.. I really hope he doesn't leave again..
He is my dream boy and I am honestly not quite ready to let go...
