9.9.13

.Let.Me.Vent.

I really don't understand how someone can tell you that they love you and care about you, then throw you to the curb. Love is a strong word and when you say it... It usually means that you mean it. Maybe I'm overly angry right now. Or maybe you deserve this fury. I don't necessarily hate you, but I hate your ways, words, and actions. How can you say you care, and not even reply to me. Not WANT to contantly hear from me. Not WANT to hear my voice, or just how my day was.. And how could you not even reply to messages from my mom.. Clearly she cares about you and loves you to death. Give her some respect.. I try sticking up for you but all you do is make me look stupid, make me look like an idiot. A fool.. You are clearly too busy to open your eyes and realize who really cares, and who has really stuck by you and stood up for you..

"When was the last time Casey texted you?" I get asked that more than you think. My response? "Thursday. But, you know.. He probably had a busy weekend!". SCREW YOU. 

I try to give you as much time as I can.. From you, I get NOTHING! Maybe the odd message.. You clearly don't care about all of the stuff my family has done for you, and the love we shared. You think you have me wrapped around your finger, don't you? Well, I guess to me there is a difference between that and caring about someone well-being.

Oh baby, I could have been your saving grace..
Then again, you could have been my Achilles heel.