I guess he didn't really realize the impact he had on my life. When i think about the time we've known each other, i think about the importance there was with having him in my life.. But, depending on my mood i may not think so positively about it. There are some times when i think that i am so thankful i didn't meet him in person, and get involved with him.. I would definitely be hurting much more, and im sure that writing a blog wouldn't help me cope with it.. Then i think that maybe if i did meet him in person, i may know more about the boy who i've been crazy about for almost 4 years... If i didnt ever get on xbox that one day, if i didn't put in an effort to talk to this boy... I really don't think i would be the girl i am today.
Casey has done something that i COULD thank him for.. He made me more aware. He put my walls up. I used to wear my heart on my sleeve.. Now i cant even seem to trust anyone. I guess its a good thing.. Saves me from heartbreak. But, holds me back from trusting, and falling in love..
I could talk forever about Mr. Nebraska.. I always thought about writing a book on us. Like a fairytale.. Sorta. Maybe they could make it a disney movie?.. How would it end it though? The girl ends up with the Prince Charming by some miracle? Nah. That always happens. But maybe the girl moves on.. Forgets about the prince.. Meets a guy who isn't "Prince Charming" but just as sweet and loving.. Just as handsome and kind.. A man that will do all in his power to make his princess happy. He may not be a prince but if he makes her just as happy, maybe more... Why not? :)
#JustWaitingToBeSweptOffMyFeet
