It's pretty well safe to say that i am not completely infatuated as i was before.. But, i would be lying if i said that i didn't miss him or that if he texted me, i wouldn't reply.
I want to be able to move past this, but i would actually love to have casey in my life too.
I am really trying not to show emotion about all of this. The less i spend time thinking about him, the easier it is getting over him! I still have those days when i wish i was talking to him.. Its like i crave the sound of his voice... I also have those moments when a song plays and i cant hold myself together.. I melt down.
..... There has to be a reason why i am desperately yearning his affection.
"I dont get waves of missing you anymore, they're more like tsunami tides in my eyes."
U.N.I. - Ed Sheeran
