.Its.Done.

Last night casey replied to my text.. Finally.

I was anticipating this text for the past few days. I finally got it. Finally..

"We won't work out"

 I read it over and over again.. My body felt numb.. I had no idea what to do or how to feel.. Should i cry? Should i shrug it off? Should i be mad? I had no idea.. My hands were shaking as i tried to think of what to say back.. I thought and thought. I was sick to my stomach.. I read the text one more time and began typing..

He told me basically how he wants me out of his life. I had no idea what i did.. He left no explanation.. He just left me.. He left me thinking, on the verge of tears all night..

Now all i am left thinking is.. Did i just let 3 years of my life slip away..?

.Please.Reply.

These past few days i haven't heard from Casey.. Not a word. He has ignored every text, call or facebook message.. I worry about him.. All the time.. I worry that hes going through a rough time, that he met a girl, everything. I find myself constantly checking his facebook to see if hes alive.. Pathetic, i know.. But so is this "friendship"

.Up.To.Date.

The posts are now up to date, completely. Now these blogs will get shorter..

.Not.Enough.Time.For.Me.?

After September of 2012, things got weird with Casey.. He would constantly blow me off on our Skype dates and Xbox dates.. But, i made excuses when people asked.. "he's busy" "his phone broke" "his computer doesn't have internet right now". But, i was competely fed up with all of it. There were times i just wanted to cry.. I was humiliated. I started staying up late thinking what i did wrong.. I had no idea.

This is where this "love story" turns into a train wreck..

.Its.Over.

By the time summer came, Casey was single.

Things between us were normal again. There was not fighting or anything.. Pretty close to perfect?

Sure enough though, nothing is too good to be true, right?